Stayed out till 4 AM the other night with this boy I have a huge crush on. I had to be at work at 7:30 so that was miserable but I haven’t liked someone or felt this comfortable around anyone in a long time. I went to his band practice but I was sure he wasn’t going to like me the way I liked him. But all his friends were cool and the music was good, I had such a good time.
/The only bad part was I was parked next to a blue light and the very next night there was a shooting right outside the house I was at. Haaaaa.
My doctors forms are asking about my siblings’ well being. Should I let them know that my big sister is possessed by the devil??
This is really personal, heads up. But I stopped taking my drugs for two days because I was doing so much better and I can feel myself spiraling out of control like never before. I’m going to go insane and I can’t get along with anybody.
The worst part? It’s going to take a few days to stabilize myself again.
Like, you don’t actually love them and you know you don’t, but you know you could. You realise that you could easily fall in love with them. It’s almost like the bud of a flower, ready to blossom but it’s just not quite there yet. And you like them a lot, you really do. You think about them often, but you don’t love them. You could, though. You know you could.